I'm losing grip of my life

2021.09.28 02:40 AcanthocephalaOk720 I'm losing grip of my life

I feel like I'm spiraling downward. It's like I self sabotage for some reason unknown to me. I used to have an excellent career path but for some reason I cant explain I decided to drop it. I was super proud. So happy for myself, but I let it go. I cant explain why. I dont know why I am like this, but im 29 years old and I have nothing no savings I'm behind on my bills I'm neglecting my dog and my own health. I don't want to be like this, this isn't what I want. I have an amazing girlfriend and some really great friends but I refuse to let them in or help me. Idk what I'm even looking for by posting this. Help? Advice? Maybe I'm venting? Either way I need to get back on track I need to get to where I know I can be but I feel like I'm drowning. I've been thinking about attempting to end my life again. I already tried this year. I feel so hopeless. I feel zero self worth. I feel like I am the problem with everyone and everything. Fuck.
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2021.09.28 02:40 throwaway19383939 Going full time from part time 2 months in.

It’s official starting today, my ASM asked if I want to go full time and I said yes. I’ve only been part time for less than 2 months now, but they said i’m doing well and here we are.
Some questions for you full timers: Were there any changes when you went full time? What are your shift lengths normally like?
Feel free to leave any other advice. I’m not necessarily nervous more than i am dreading the more work- i’m working 9 days in a row this week, so it doesn’t really get any more full time than that. Thanks in advance.
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2021.09.28 02:40 sailordee93 Switching fields- suggestions?

Hi everyone,
Are there any BCaBAs/BCBAs who have made the switch from ABA to a different field? I currently have a BCaBA and I just received my Masters of Science in ABA. I need a break from the field, I've been in it for 6 years now and my heart's not in it like it used to be unfortunately. What other jobs can our skills easily translate to? I'm highly interested in human resources and I'm currently looking for an entry level position but if anyone has any other job roles they can think of where the transition would be easy, I'd love to hear from some of you. Thanks.
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2021.09.28 02:40 Outside-Dig-9461 The Neverending Adjustment

I've been out of the military now for almost 20 years....(Whiskey Tango Alfa Foxtrot?!).....and despite having worked in the private sector all this time and even starting two businesses on my own....I find it still as hard as it was 20 years ago to deal with civilians. Their outright passive aggressive bs gets on my damn nerves so bad. They live a life of never having been beat down for saying the wrong word....or the right word in the wrong tone....and it shows.
On another note, I have noticed that corporate America, and even smaller businesses use veterans as a form of posturing to show how "inclusive" they are in the workplace. Personally, I would take 10 veterans over 50 civilians any day. At least I know they would get the jokes.....and not file an HR complaint about them.
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2021.09.28 02:40 charismactivist Pastor Reacts to Ancient Aliens' Claim that the Biblical New Jerusalem was a Spaceship ... What are your thoughts?

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2021.09.28 02:40 queefymeister Cnut short cross

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2021.09.28 02:40 TornadoJ88 Penang-born student enters finals of Miss Teen Universe 2021

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2021.09.28 02:40 tmsdave Monica Bellucci on a bike in rome,1991.

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2021.09.28 02:40 Orangewolpertinger [Thank you]

u/nohumidity Thank you for the fall card! I hope you have a nice fall season :).
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2021.09.28 02:40 The_Fedderation Igneous Hammers

I was able to somehow get flawless solo today, here's the loot to show for it. Lemme know what's worth keeping and what's not.
Igneous Hammer 1 (Adept):
Chambered Comp/Polygonal
Rapid Hit
Elemental Cap
Reload MW
Igneous Hammer 2 (Adept):
Chambered Comp/Smallbore
Appended/Armor Piercing
Elemental Cap
Stability MW
Igneous Hammer 3 (not Adept):
Chambered Comp/Extended
Alloy/Light Mag
Stability MW
(bonus: has Cobalt Clash shader!)
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2021.09.28 02:40 haydenmitchell318 Is the Skywalker Legacy saber still available ?

I’m just going to refer to it as the skywalker lightsaber as to not start a fight but it was definitely the one I planned on picking up but they didn’t have it on display with all the other ones and I’m not sure if they discontinued it or if they were just out of stock? I know they retire certain sabers but I just can’t see that being one they retire.
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